Hello readers the past two weeks have been very challenging for me, and many days I feel I am at the end of my rope. Changes have been happening and some are about to being. First of all the meds I have been on made my hair start to fall out, and when they changed my meds the new ones made me feel like I was on speed so starting today I am back on my old meds but just a short acting instead of a long acting one. I hate changeing my meds it is so stressful. But since september 1st I got my insurance back and it has releaved so much stress to know that I can get health care now.
Being a mom is hard enough without having to battle my moods day to day. And when I can't find a good balance most days I really want to just give up, but now a little one depends upon me and my life to help her everyday. This little one, my daughter Katherine, and my sweet husband are the greatest motivators in my life. They help me to go on and reach a better mental health than I've ever had.
I know I could never have even got this far to the point where I can acknowledge that I need help so I can be a better woman without the Love of my Savior Jesus Christ! He is the rock that holds my life strong and secure. For I know that my life is not built on sand but on the rock of Christ.
My hope is built on nothing less than Jesus blood and righteousness
I dare not trust the sweetest frame but wholly lean on Jesus name
On Christ the solid rock on stand all other ground is sinking sand, all other ground is sinking sand
when darkness veils His lovely face I rest on His unchanging grace
in every high and stormy gale my anchor holds within the veil
His oath, His covenant, His blood support me in the whelming flood;
when all around my soul gives way He then is all my hope and stay.
When He shall come with trumpant sound, oh may I then in Him be found;
Dressed in His righteousness alone, faultless to stand before the throne.
God brought this hymn to mind just as I was writing this post and I feel it says it all. Please reflect on these words dear readers and let The Rock of Jesus name be our foundation that we may endure the greatest trials and show His glory!
Praying for you! And you are right - there is nothing like a husband you love and (I imagine) children who depend on you to motivate getting as healthy and dealing with things better than before. I am so happy you are putting your story out there because I am sure there are many who need to hear your honest voice who are going through something similar and wondering if they are all alone. Keep it up sister!
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